Not much has changed in the two months since
this story was published. Matt
Ryan is still on fire. He is still the favorite to win MVP. He
has still managed to retain the art of quarterbacking while letting go of the
drag that has plagued him in previous years. He needs a win on Sunday against
the Packers to change the perception of his career, but make no mistake: Win or
lose, he has already changed the reality. -- S.W.
THERE'S A REVEALING moment
in Steve
Young's new autobiography, "QB: My Life Behind the Spiral," that made me
think of Matt Ryan. During the 1991 season, Young's first year as a starter with
the San Francisco 49ers, the quarterback visited Bill Walsh.
Young needed help. A few days earlier, after a bad loss to the Raiders, he'd sat
in his parked car for hours, crippled by the pressure of replacing Joe Montana.
Young called friends for support, and then, at 3 a.m., having run out of people
to call, he cried alone.
Now, in the office of the retired head coach who had believed in him more than
anyone, Young hung his head, expecting a measure of empathy. Instead, Walsh
scolded him.
"All you do is take the blame!" Walsh said.
"What am I supposed to say?" Young said, incredulously. "It's not my fault?"
After all, Young believed like an article of faith that a quarterback was only
as great as his willingness to be weighed down. To account for the chaos of 21
bodies flying around on each play and unfailingly rise above, to be superhuman
and immortal and, not for nothing, make it look easy. But Walsh was telling
Young that he was wrong.
"There's such a thing as being over-accountable," Walsh said. It was conflicting
and counterintuitive, but it made sense. Young needed to learn the hardest
lesson for any good quarterback striving to be great: He needed to learn how to
let go.
OK, SO WHAT does
that have to do with Matt Ryan? Well, Ryan said something over the summer that,
on the surface, sounded ridiculous. Back then, of course, nobody knew that his
play would be off the charts this year, that he would become a favorite to win
MVP, that he would end his slide toward becoming his generation's Norm Snead.
Ryan has always been hyperaware of expectations and transparent about his desire
to live up to them. He thinks deeply about what it takes -- what it means -- to
be a great quarterback. For years, when he discussed his craft, it was
fascinating as he delved into the magnitude of responsibility on each play. But
it was also a little sad. You could feel the pressure building inside him as he
spoke, almost making the game a little more complicated than it needed to be --
the curse of the over-invested.
That's what made his comments over the summer so interesting. Ryan -- coming off
the worst season of his career with the Atlanta
Falcons -- told
my colleague David Fleming that his new "thing" was to "see
spots" rather than "worry so much about where defenders should be or where
they're supposed to be or all those kinds of things."
"Instead of getting loaded down thinking, 'In this coverage I'm going here, in
that coverage I'm going there,' with so many hybrid players, so many variations
of schemes and so much pressure up front and all the things that defenses can
do, the way to combat all that is to see spots," Ryan said.
A lot of people ripped him for that statement. It seemed like a regression or a
waving of the white flag -- nonsense that a spread quarterback would say. What
quarterback reinvents himself by announcing that he no longer reads defenses?
But when the season started, and Ryan began to light up opponents at a rate
unprecedented in his career, it was clear that this wasn't a concession at all.
It was a breakthrough.
OVER THE SUMMER, TMZ
caught Ryan in Beverly Hills. As you might imagine, it was awkward. Ryan, polite
and earnest in front of a camera, is not exactly a TMZ guy. His wife, Sarah, was
so nonplused that she dropped behind him on the sidewalk, drifting almost out of
view. TMZ stalked Ryan around Rodeo Drive, making small talk, and the weirdness
of it left only one question: What was Matt Ryan, the least L.A. guy ever, doing
in L.A.?
It turned out Ryan was doing for the first time what Tom Brady has done every offseason since
2013, what Drew Brees and Andy Dalton and Carson Palmerhave also done in recent years: He was
visiting with Tom House and Adam Dedeaux, two of the more renowned quarterback
gurus. Over six weeks in the offseason, House and Dedeaux gave Ryan his own
specialized improvement plan, cleaning up everything from his release to his
diet. For most of House's career as a guru, he was careful to refer to himself
as a "throwing coach," not a "quarterback coach." He worked on mechanics, not
minds. But as his practice has expanded in demand, it has also expanded in
scope.
House puts quarterbacks through psychological testing, similar to therapy, to
measure how they handle failure and how they view themselves. Now, only Ryan
knows how he views himself in confession. Only he knows how hard the past few
years have been, as he has grown accustomed to early vacations, not playoff
appearances, the past three seasons. He has always looked young, precocious --
but now he's 31 and in his ninth year, his face a little more weathered, his
psyche a little more hardened. It's reasonable to guess that he viewed -- and
views -- himself as a work in progress, having achieved a lot, but he knows
there's still so far to go.
All quarterbacks, especially the great ones, go through crises in confidence. As
with Young, we usually learn about them much later, after their playing days are
over and their legacy is secure. Ryan has always said the right things publicly,
even when he was taking bullets for teammates -- especially when he was taking
bullets for teammates. On the play that probably haunts him more than any other
-- the incomplete pass at the goal line that lost the 2013 NFC Championship Game
-- his primary option ran the wrong route, crippling it from the start. Ryan
dutifully accepted responsibility for it, a little over-accountability, as Walsh
would say. But players later told me that Ryan made the correct read.
In that pivotal meeting years ago, Walsh told Young that no matter what he is
conditioned to believe, it takes 11 guys to succeed. The quarterback is the most
important piece, but not the only one. Nobody wants to admit it, especially when
the greats routinely transcend dire circumstances, but it's true.
When scouts opine on what's different this year about Ryan, they are drawn
toward the technical stuff: How House helped add a little distance on his deep
ball and how Ryan's instinct to go for the jugular is meshing in the second year
with a coaching staff that, unlike the Falcons' previous one, considers a red
zone field goal as a kind of moral failing. But the biggest difference is
subtle, noticeable only to those who have studied him. He is liberated. He is
unfazed. He is not thinking.
He is carrying his team. Atlanta's defense is horrible, and Ryan has led the
Falcons to games of 35, 45 and 43 points on the road. But he doesn't seem
encumbered by it.
In late October, Aaron Rodgers and the Packers came to
Atlanta. Rodgers has always been Ryan's measuring stick, as Montana was for
Young, and it always ate at Ryan that Rodgers came of age in a 2011 playoff win
at Ryan's expense. This time, though, Ryan fit a bomb between two defenders for
a touchdown to third-string receiver Taylor Gabriel in the first quarter. And in
the fourth, Ryan threw the game-winning touchdown pass to Mohamed Sanu with 31 seconds left. It has
taken years, but it's no stretch to say that, right now, Ryan has realized that
being a truly elite quarterback is not about trying to be the next Montana or
the next Rodgers. It's not about deciphering every defense. It's not about
folding his hands into origami as the play clock winds down to check into the
perfect play. It's about unlocking what's already ingrained in him.
I THOUGHT OF Young's
book again when I watched Ryan's best pass of the year. It was against the
Broncos in Week 5. Ryan dropped back and threw a seam route to running back Tevin Coleman. It was one of those throws that every
quarterback can make in practice, but only a few can make in a game. Coleman was
covered by one defender when Ryan threw the ball, and by three when he caught
it. Yet he was open. Ryan threw to a hole that only he saw. It was the type of
throw that goes beyond simply exploiting a mismatch. It was the type of throw
that a quarterback has to get used to and grow into. It was all faith and
fearlessness. Coleman scampered all but untouched for a 31-yard touchdown that
would prove to be the decisive points.
OK, so what does that have to do with Young?
You see, there's another revealing moment in his book. It takes place in that
same 1991 season, when during one game, Young didn't see Jerry Rice open
downfield for a touchdown. Mike Holmgren, the offensive coordinator at the time,
asked why Young didn't throw it to Rice. Young explained that, at 6-foot-1, he
struggled to see over the linemen on deep routes. Holmgren replied that Rice was
where he was supposed to be, and that Young needed to throw it anyway. Even if
he couldn't see Rice, Young needed to trust him. What's more: Holmgren told
Young that he would never be a great player until he learned to do so.
Nobody can imagine how risky, if not impossible, that task is to execute: to
take all of the pressure of being a quarterback in the NFL, of replacing a
future Hall of Famer, of trying to live up to the expectations of yourself and
everyone else, to throw the ball to a guy you can't see.
It was a leap of faith that Young could conceptualize only after he compared it
to his actual faith. As a Mormon, Young wrote, he always "believed in things I
couldn't see." Now, if he could believe in the "unseen on the football field it
might be a solution to my predicament as a player." So Young worked on throwing
to windows, not receivers. It was not only a breakthrough. It not only
simplified the game. It was a relief that only the greatest passers experience.
Young coined a term for it: "Throwing blind." That's what all the quarterbacks
termed it, until a generation later, when Matt Ryan, on the verge of a
breakthrough himself, was mocked for adhering to the same ideology -- only he
referred to it by a slightly different name.
"Seeing spots," he called it.